Don’t bring it up

I am trying hard

Not to waste my time

Chasing your ghost in a small town with a big city feeling

When does this drama make sense?

 

Hey wait

What was my plan?

This road never shows me the way back home again

Never again

 

Waking up to the light in the morning

Hanging on to the hope for the weekend

Now I’m dying on the inside

While smiling on the outside

 

I remember the way I was back then

It takes a toll on my mental state

I’m always caught up in the past

While the seasons keep on going loud and fast

 

One time too many

Yeah this is my one last cigarette

Now it’s burning in the memory of my youth

The fire is dizzy

So I’ve lost my sense of direction

Where’s my next sensation?

 

Am I just another casualty of my conscience?

Do I feel this way for the first time or the last time?

I don’t know

 

Waking up to the light in the morning

Hanging on to the hope for the weekend

Now I’m dying on the inside

Smiling on the outside

 

I remember the way I was back then

It takes a toll on my mental state

I’m always caught up in the past

While the seasons keep on going loud and fast

Keep on going loud and fast

 

If I risk it all for the writing on the wall

Would you take my hand by the coming fall?

If I cry as long as I want and let my emotions flow

Will I be able to stand on my feet again?

I will risk it all for you

 

Standing between the past and the future

The present’s just unpleasant

On the edge of silence

I still hear the sound of the past grace

 

Waking up to the light in the morning

Hanging on to the hope for the weekend

Now I’m dying on the inside

Smiling on the outside

 

I remember the way I was back then

It takes a toll on my mental state

I’m always caught up in the past

While the seasons keep on going loud and fast

 

Keep on going loud and fast

keep on going like this

 

Nights are getting longer

The wind is getting colder

It’s gonna be a long winter

According to the newspaper

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