Letting Go

I'm busted up

Seasons have caught me up in this moment

I tore it up

Making myself numb with these pills and Alcohol

Down on the boulevard

I always remember dreaming a lot but not taking any chances

Eyes on the prize but I ignore reality

'Cause reality is just too much to bear with sometimes

So I need you by my side

You're so contagious

I can't wait forever for you to come again

Maybe if I'm done thinking come tomorrow

Everything would be better for me

But lately I am done and this is the last straw

It's on my finger touching the keys

I'm just worn out

I feel my neck is stiff and there's a haze around my thoughts

So I take it out on my luck of lack and this warmer winter

The lights of the street

They shed a light on my feet

But not bright enough to light up the way ahead

I lean against the wall and try not to think

And sink down into the ceiling oh my room is upside down

But I swear I'm not going crazy

Just 'cause my head is caving in and everything is breaking in my life

Give me space

Maybe if I'm done thinking come tomorrow

Everything would be better for me

But lately I am done and this is the last straw

It's on my finger touching the keys

So please be next to me

Since you were gone

I sleep in my clothes on the same old couch that smells like cigarettes

I can't stand another sober day even if I get depressed after a drink

Oh don't you think I'm okay?

I'm a mess, wrecked and tired

Don't you think I'm alright?

I'm wrecked and tired...

Maybe if I'm done thinking come tomorrow

I could live without you in my life

But maybe I am done and this is the last straw

It's on my finger touching the keys

Maybe if I'm done thinking come tomorrow

Everything would be better for me

But maybe I am done and this is the last straw

It's on my finger touching the keys

(This is way too hard for me to let go of you

So I need to jump off the page before it is too late...

And a night like this makes me think)

Wish I just could take myself home