In the rain pouring outside
I could wait for the last train to nowhere
But I chose to waste my time in the car
Now you’re driving me home
My self-doubt is at its peak
The city lights are all a blur
Like I could never have them all
So I’ll wait here until July
But freedom doesn’t come easy
I just wanna recognize
The things that I should set my eyes on
But I always look away intentionally
Like my father did
Like everyone does
Am I giving up on my dreams?
I can’t find a change in the weather
Nothing seems real
There’s too much BZD in my blood
I’m running for the hills
Is it for the view of the city
Or an escape from life?
If the latter is the case
There are no second chances at all
And the city lights will be gone for good
Grasping what I have lost is the last chance
To break out and wade through all these broken dreams on my bed
You don’t know what I have been through
Now the city lights turn on and off
In a blink I might miss them all
So I keep my eyes wide open
But there’re tears down my cheek
How could this be my last dance
With you under this circumstance?
In an awkward silence between us
I’m convinced that...
You’ll walk away when I’m done with my happy ending
Am I giving up on my dreams?
I can’t find a change in the weather
Nothing seems real
There’s too much BZD in my blood
I’m running for the hills
Is it for the view of the city
Or an escape from life?
If the latter is the case
There are no second chances at all
And the city lights will be gone
Still trying to turn the table for the unattainable dreams I had when I was young
I can’t let go of them
Forgive me for being such a useless person
I’m weary of what I’ve become
What I’ve become
Am I giving up on my dreams?
I can’t find a change in the weather
Nothing seems real
There’s too much BZD in my blood
I’m running for the hills
Is it for the view of the city
Or an escape from life?
If the latter is the case
There are no second chances at all
And the city lights will be gone for good
For good
For good
For good
(I’m still asking myself)
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