christmas

A sudden bad feeling

the same old nights thinking about the everlasting fall

The sound of a ticking clock

It's loud enough to drag me down

I'm getting used to having no consequences

And I throw my words around to meke a plan for escaping

Is it changing ?

Changing like the weather?

Like everything is supposed to be?

But under this condition

All I can do is to pray to God

So I'd wish for forever for Christmas this year

Or if only I was dead just for a season

So I could waste my all on you

'Cause now I know our times are too short

But everyone's just dying in the memory of our teenage days

These numbers hanging above all these questions

They make me dizzy and see what's really left for me yeah

Am I just running away from all of the things that I am supposed to do?

But under this condition

There's no time to face the truth

So I'd wish for forever for Christmas of this year

Or if only I was dead just for a season

So I could waste my all on you

'Cause now I know our times are too short

But everyone's just dying in the memory of our teenage days

We're just dying

So I can't waste another moment on this bad habit

Can't waste another moment on this stupid lie

Can't waste another moment on what they say

So I'd wish for forever for Christmas this year

And let the winter snow harder than ever

So I could waste my life on you

'Cause now I know our times are too short

But everyone's just dying

(Just dying, just dying)

So let's wish for forever for Christmas this year

Because everyone's just dying

(Everyone's just dying)

Everyone's just dying in the memory of our teenage days