Butterflies In My Stomach

I’m ready

So let’s get this started

My condition report:

I feel off everyday

Get inside and break the key to the door

If you wanna see a secret about me

I come undone then play the clown

I dress down for the Friday town

That’s how I get by

How miserable am I

I know that this is what it costs me

I make amends for what I’ve lost

But it’ll never catch up with the time I’ve wasted

Butterflies in my stomach

They never let me fly at all

I’m taking back the misery

What I am in for actually

Is another disaster

Mayday, I’m crashing down

I’m staring at the ceiling

And faking all my feelings

Kill the messenger

Before I know about it

I’m laid up

I see hazy days through my hazy eyes

Clueless why I got this way

Take a pill and confuse my senses

But reality will hit me harder this time

I let go then I’m back at it again

I can’t keep up, can’t refrain from drenching myself in my lasting thoughts

So I compare my scars to other’s

How deep they are

That’s what matters

To get through this situation one more time

Butterflies in my stomach

I never saw it coming at all

I’m taking back the misery

What I am in for actually

Is another disaster

Mayday, I’m crashing down

I’m staring at the ceiling

And faking all my feelings

Kill the messenger

Before I know about it

Prescribed pills on the floor have become a picture of my life

And as they decrease in my bloodstream

I can’t stand it

Can’t stand on my feet

I’m out of it, out of my head

I’m out of line with every single word you said

(Prescribed pills on the floor have become a picture of my life

Face down on the floor as I buy time until I die)