beautiful mess

I dream of becoming a rock star

'Cause then all I 'd have to care about are drugs and girls

Please come and help me drama queen

I take my pills

Kick down the door

It's safe to say that it's gonna be the same old day

Days pass me by

Faster, faster

I'm falling faster than I ever have before

Nothing's alright

I cross my heart and hope to die

But I just wanna believe that everything happens for a reason

Now I'm trying to make sense of it

What a beautiful mess I am in

Waking up but dreaming

I feel my hands are shaking

What a beautiful mess I am in

Waking up but dreaming

I feel my hands are shaking

But life goes on and on like that

I am still crawling in the darkness

But it's times like these where

Lights get brighter

And everything gets brighter when you're next to me

And seasons pass me by

Faster, faster

I'm falling faster than I ever have before

Nothing's alright

I cross my heart and hope to die

This is now who I am

But I can't give up just yet

'Cause there's something I wanna tell you

What a beautiful mess I am in

Waking up but dreaming

I feel my hands are shaking

What a beautiful mess I am in

Waking up but dreaming

I feel my hands are shaking

I'm shaking

Wherever I am

This is where I'm supposed to be

I'm just a boy who's wasting what's left in this world

Wherever I am

This is where I'm supposed to be

I'm just a boy who's trying so hard to make it right

Wherever I am

It's alright

What a beautiful mess I am in

Waking up but dreaming

I feel my hands are shaking

What a beautiful mess I'm in

Waking up but dreaming

I feel my hands are shaking

Well I'm tired of playing music only in this room

Yeah I'm tired of playing music only in this room